Returning blogger:

Hello, Readers,

     Today is my first day back to blogging. I had a schedule where I was going to write in my blogger everyday; however, a series of events has caused me to be unable to write. I wish I would have been able to inform you of all of the things which have happened. But there are too many things to write. I have however kept a daily journal of everything which has happened. But somethings happened to which have caused me to lose the journal entries. It was an unfortunate event when it happened. And I felt as though a big piece of me went missing. I sorrowed over the event for a few weeks. I do however remember some of the things which happened. And I have a firm resolution to keep all of my journals online so I do not lose any of them. 

     The events which have happened since I have last posted have been very interesting. It seems as though the things which happen to me are a lot different than the things which happen to other people. It seems as though I attract different attention. And sometimes the strangest of characters surround themselves around me. For example, when I am volunteering downtown people will get close to me so they can be around me and it feels as though they are trying to get close to me so they can basically look better than they seem. I have read things about people who have tried getting face time with people who are in different positions than themselves so they will look better. I feel as though this has been happening to me on several levels. But I try to stay positive and be a good example so people can learn from my example. 

     I am not sure why I have been experiencing some of the things which I have been experiencing. Some of what I have been going threw is because of my own personal decisions and some of them are because of the decisions of others. I have tried my hardest to be a good example to those around me. And I have tried my hardest to help those around me. But sometimes people and I do not agree. And sometimes they make it their duty to make sure I am corrected for the things I believe in and the ways I go about helping others. I have also noticed a big group of people who consider everyone around them to be part of their family. And when you are in their presence they treat you as if you are one of their children. I have been experiencing some complications in these encounters because they always want to punish and we do not even know each other. These have been some basic everyday troubles. But the real things I want to talk to my readers about I will have to post separably. And it will have to be over the course of a few days with separate entries. 

     One of my tools which I have been using for combating the world in the cause of right and wrong is employment, which has been a really tough thing to deal with. I have been having a really hard time finding steady employment. And it is because there are so many people who like to argue and cause contention. I have found some bosses who are not to fond of me. And I think it is because I am a Christian and our beliefs do not match up completely. I have also found being Christian bosses feel threatened. They actually feel my spirit and the authority which comes form being a follower of God. I have gotten a lot of attention from being a Christian by my bosses because they think I think I am the boss and my rules are the new rules. I am sure my readers know what I am talking about. 

    This is it for this entry. I am very happy and glad I was able to make an entry. It seems as though I have a mist of black fog in my mind every time I start to try to write. And I hope I will be able to start writing more. I would like to share my experiences with others so they can learn and grow from my experiences. I hope you find joy in reading my posts!

Thank you,

Christopher Monson